Juggling with career (engineer), business (owner), wife, daughter, big sister, and also mother of eleven (cats) drove me closer to the word of "Depression".
There are days when I feel like being jobless is better and my whole world stay quietly as long as I want. Everybody can put aside their anger or frustration and get back into a positive mood.
Sigh
Food is always my medical cure. From depression, stress, grieve, sad, angry, anxious, and also nervous.
My new stock arrived Malaysia soon. Gonna focus on that first. Giving a thought to focus on business 100% again but I know it won't last long as work always my No 1 passion. Yearkss.. I know..
Nothing to share here.. Just.. I think when you work in 1 organisation and found that PETTY little things become BIGGER problems, the one who initiate the problems normally a psycho one. Being matured is enough when you hold the 'Leader' title. Don't you think?
And then I start questioning myself. Did I ever do that to my subordinate? Did I always hurt their feeling without I'm aware? Did I ever makes people cry because of my illogical words?
That is why I always told my colleagues that anytime they hurt by me, please tell me.. The sooner the better since I always had short term memory loss.
I found that, the more I feel gratitude with everything that I had now, it probably improve my life and increase my life happiness more!
Avoid negative people, enhance your self happiness and of course, eat good food.
God, help me to become better person.
There are days when I feel like being jobless is better and my whole world stay quietly as long as I want. Everybody can put aside their anger or frustration and get back into a positive mood.
Sigh
Food is always my medical cure. From depression, stress, grieve, sad, angry, anxious, and also nervous.
My new stock arrived Malaysia soon. Gonna focus on that first. Giving a thought to focus on business 100% again but I know it won't last long as work always my No 1 passion. Yearkss.. I know..
Nothing to share here.. Just.. I think when you work in 1 organisation and found that PETTY little things become BIGGER problems, the one who initiate the problems normally a psycho one. Being matured is enough when you hold the 'Leader' title. Don't you think?
And then I start questioning myself. Did I ever do that to my subordinate? Did I always hurt their feeling without I'm aware? Did I ever makes people cry because of my illogical words?
That is why I always told my colleagues that anytime they hurt by me, please tell me.. The sooner the better since I always had short term memory loss.
I found that, the more I feel gratitude with everything that I had now, it probably improve my life and increase my life happiness more!
Avoid negative people, enhance your self happiness and of course, eat good food.
God, help me to become better person.
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